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About Me Member Self-proclaimed Genius 'Lissa18/Female/Canada Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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You asked for it...

Sun Oct 25, 2009, 1:49 PM
...so I wrote it...a journal with something in it...however, this is not what you were looking for, I;ll write that tomorrow or something, whenever my mood looks up. I promise. (lets see if I can remember to keep it)

I honestly don't know what I'm doing anymore, or what TO do anymore...I guess you could say I've lost my sense of purpose

No matter what I try, I seem to manage to bumble along with almost no direction, failing courses, forgetting important things, pissing people off and just generally wrecking things for people I care about without even knowing what I'm doing or what I've done wrong.

But enough of that. This is not meant to be an angst-fest, its really not.

The entire point of this journal is to issue a big collective "sorry" to everyone, especially those who really need it. You can fill in the "for what" part of it as you see fit...

And to one person in particular, Sorry I can't be what you need me to be...I'm having a hard enough time just being me right now. I think you probably know who you are. I'm not really asking to be forgiven, more so just wanting to say that despite being a useless pain in the ass most of the time, I really do care about you a lot.

So yeah, wanted to get that off my chest...as for the rest of it...I'll probably sort myself out and feel alright soon enough, so don't worry about me, honestly. :)

Kay, homework time.

  • Mood: Defeated
  • Listening to: Nothing & Nowhere - Emily Haines
  • Reading: Beyond Band of Brothers - Major Dick Winters
  • Drinking: Coffee

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  • Current Residence: under your stairs
  • Interests: Reading, art, photography, cosplay, prop-making, woodworking, gardening...a ton more
  • Favourite movie: Dark Blue World
  • Favourite band or musician: It tends to change, but the Smashing Pumpkins and Franz Liszt are always a constant :P
  • Favourite artist: Zdzislaw Beksinski, Arthur Rackham, Yoshitaka Amano
  • Favourite poet or writer: Tolkein, Wilde, but really, I just love books in general
  • Favourite photographer: Motts, Potter, Witkin
  • MP3 player of choice: haha, I prefer my record player :D
  • Favourite cartoon character: Nny (JTHM), Allen Walker (DGM), Izuru (Bleach)
  • Personal Quote: "But theoretically, if I wanted to jump on your head, how would I go about it?" -Me
  • Tools of the Trade: Pretty much any art materials I can get my grubby paws on really, and Sir Gregory (my camera) ^__^
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